On one hand, 4 weeks has flown by like the blink of an eye! It seems like just yesterday I was 9 months pregnant, waddling around with a huge belly and complaining about how many times I had to wake up to go to the bathroom at night. (Boy, I realize now that I had nothing to complain about when it came to waking up in the middle of the night! Ha!) :)
On the other hand, I can't imagine what life was like before this little one come into our lives! 2am feedings, diaper changes, and tummy time seems like second nature now. I will admit that mommyhood was quite an adjustment at the very beginning, and each day still holds new surprises. Everyone told me that having a baby would change our lives, and they were right on! Long gone are the days of leisurely 20 minute showers, dinner and movie date nights, and a clean house. I am lucky if I can manage to eat all 3 meals each day! (Usually breakfast and lunch consists of something I can eat with one hand since I am holding Benjamin in the other one!)
Despite the fact that our lives have been flipped upside down, I can truly say I have never been happier! The love I feel for Baby Ben is indescribable. It is something I have never felt before. *Every* face he makes is the most adorable thing I have ever seen. Poor Chris gets at least 10 texts a day at work of the latest display of Benjamin cuteness. :) He is so innocent and perfect in every way. I think Chris and I would both agree that he is the best thing that has ever happened to us.
Speaking of Chris, Benjamin has brought an incredible new spark to our marriage. I am sure raising a child will bring some difficult days, but for now, we are on cloud nine. Watching the man I love with our little boy is the most amazing thing.
And I can't forget to mention the other member of our family - Maggie! She seems to love Benjamin just as much as us. She is so good with him. I never worry for a second when she is around him. She has been nothing but gentle and sweet to her baby brother. I do sense a little bit of sadness in her though - she is adjusting to a big change in her life as well.
At 1 month old, Benjamin is becoming more and more alert everyday. When he looks all around his world, you can almost see his little mind learning and growing. For now he is eating about every 2 hours. Breastfeeding is going really well for us - we are blessed! I know how difficult it can be for some mothers. He is sleeping for 2-3 hour stretches at night, and we are hoping he will soon lengthen that to 4 or 5! Fingers crossed. ;) For now, I am trying to soak up every minute with him, even if it's 4 in the morning. I know someday I will miss those late night (or early morning!) feedings and cuddles.
Well, it's almost time for the last feeding before bed, so I should sign off! Benjamin is sleeping peacefully in his bassinet beside me. We are so lucky! <3
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